I’m so sick of this. I know I’ve caused you pain but can’t just one person see I’m in pain too? Maybe it’s just that I’m so fucked up that no one cares idk…. Everyone sees what I did to you. Everyone sees how worthless I am for hurting you. Trust me I feel it. I hurt you for someone I so easily fell for and now she won’t even talk to me barely. I know I hurt you and I’m sorry. But I can’t go back because every time I look at you I’m reminded of what I did. I can’t get over it. My heart breaks over and over every fucking day and I’m just trying to force the pain out any way I can. I treated you like shit and I know you love me with everything you have but I’m not worth it. Maybe in your eyes I am but I don’t feel I am and I doubt I will be able to ever accept your love again. I feel that worthless. And I’m sure you’re going to go relay this to my mom later so go ahead =/. I’m sorry I couldn’t be the person you got to know. I’m sorry I threw everything away for her. I’m sorry I was so unhappy with us even after everything we went through together. I’m sorry I became the one thing I hated the most. I just hope in time you’ll heal because that’s all that matters.
…I didn’t even realize half of the things I typed…that I was feeling like that…
Now I’m crying. Thank you whoever made this.
This helped me vent today
That was incredible.
i don’t know why… but i feel like crying :/ this is such a nice thing. thank you.
this is such a beautiful idea, I love whoever made this.
Whoever made this; Thank you from the bottom of my heart. This is amazing. Just, believe me.
What the hell D:
The stuff I was typing I didn’t even know I felt.
this just brought me sorrow and heart ache
best thing ever
It pisses me off that I can’t hate you. I REALLY want to hate you and I just can’t. Through everything I CAN’T. Why? Idk. But I hate it. I hate myself, really. For letting any of this happen….. I wish I could go back and erase my memory of you so I wouldn’t think about this so much. Then again I don’t….. I just wish I could learn to live like this.
I wish I could tell you what a cold heartless bitch I feel you are, but you wouldn’t even care if I did. -.-
